When it rains it pours

I'm having a hard time.

I have a lot going on right now.

I KNOW that GOD is with me, and I am trying so hard to let go of all my stress and

just lay it at his feet. Can you all say a prayer for me?

My sister has called off her wedding. Out of respect for her I'm not

going to get into the details. But this has been very hard on our family.

I feel so sad for her and her ex-fiance, I pray for nothing but happiness for both of them.

My mom is has had a health scare that we are still pursuing, it involved some cardiac

and lung issues, and it SCARES me.

This morning one of the most wonderful men I know went to Heaven. My papa Ray has been ill for sometime. I know that God took him and he's now with my Aunt and cousin. Its still

so sad. Please pray for our family, espcially my grandma.

I write my big exam on Monday. With all of these other factors racing thru my head. I am tryign so hard to focus. I literally CANNOT back out now. Please pray that God can clear my mind and help me focus and to do well.

Thank you to all of you who are still reading my badly neglected blog.

I hope to start posting more again ver soon.

Logan's turning 2!! Party post!

My baby is turning two! I still cannot believe this!

While I am SUPER crazy busy with work and preparing for my lactation exam,

which is the day after L's birthday I also have to do a bit of work for his party!

Because of my exam his party will be a week late, but of course we will have cake on his actual birthday and maybe just a nice little dinner the 3 of us!

We are havign a cowboy party in honour of "buddy" (Toy Story) I am anti-commercial themes and so am doign most of the work myself.

Here is my idea board:

Do you see those cowprint balloons!? I NEED them, do you know how hard they are to find and have shipped to Canada?! I found them on oritental trading but they won't make it here in time and they won't ship Canadian orders to the USA (becuase I could just drive over and pick them up!) I am hoping to have luck with another site! I have orderede L's shirt and crossing my fingers it arrives in time. The postal strike over here really slowed things down!